That's me...

That's me...
March 2010

Mittwoch, 28. April 2010

Not much to say...

... except that i am exhausted by my rl at the moment. Found this adorable movie "The big Gay Musical!" It gives me strength and makes me sad at the same time...




I didn't realize till now
that our cold self-righteous words could hurt you so
I was taught, very young by those who came before me
to fear and condemn the things i don't know
There is fear in the hearts of those who would change you
Fear of the light that shines from you
They don't know that light was designed by God
who gave it a brilliant and beautiful hue

And to those who would change you or send you away
you must proudly stand your ground and say:
I was put on this earth as I am,
I was born with my own special blessings
I let them shine and not give a damn
I was put on this earth AS I AM

There is envy in those who recklessly judge you
wishing their hearts could love like yours
they don't understand they can reach within
and find all the love, forgiveness restores.
And to those who condemn you and with fury and shame
you must strongly plant your feet and proclaim:

I was put on this earth as I am
I was put here to live as his creation
And i know I'm loved in virtue and sin
I'm calm and content within my own skin

I was put on this earth as I am
I was born with my own special blessings
I let them shine and not give a damn
I was put on this earth AS I AM


... remember.. i am not native in english... i bet there are some wrong words in the last chorus... please let me know what you hear there. Thanks in advance :o)

*As God made 'em!*

Montag, 19. April 2010

It seems...

... some things are never to late to change them into something good!
These last weeks were terrible. I wasn't online that much, because i had loads of stuff to do in my laggy RL. My job really starts to kill me and I hope that I will not end again at the point of no return, another burn-out-syndrome.
But there was another reason, why I wasn't online that much. Maybe you read already about the friend of mine, who I called a huge liar. It seems I judged too fast about her and her acting. We started to talk again and now I am sure she had her reasons. I am still a bit confused about the things, but I am sure we are able to give us another chance.
Another chance... yes, I get also another chance from one of the most precious people I met so far in SL. He made my heart skip faster in just some days, I started to believe into the chance to find "THE special one" in SL and I left him behind me without any word. I know I did loads of wrong things the past weeks and so I am really grateful that this wonderful guy wants to keep me as a friend and that he was able to forgive me. I think I don't need to mention your name, because you and my closest friends knowing it already *smiles*.
Maybe some of you know that i am a therapist.. not a psychatrist or psychological one, but also as speechtherapist i have to be empathic and have to know more than the basic skills to act correct with people. I will remember these facts to treat anyone the right way in the future and if I don't, feel free to kick my ass. I just saw again that a talk is never to late to sort things out.
Tasty Hax offered me a spot at the Radiant Bliss Music Project area. I thank you so much for this Tasty and i hope i can get it asap. I think its good to have a home spot again in SL and beside my lovable friends my lil privacy as another reason to keep in touch.
All these latest things just remember me again that it's not possible to split the human in front of the screen from the virtual person in SL. Everything appears in both lifes... the good and the sad parts.

Today i want to add here one of my all time favs.. I always get a goosebumps when I hear Randy Crawfords voice and this live-version is really unique... whatcha think?



*MUSIC UNITES PEOPLE*